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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA!!!

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so............. Friday nite..... Ryan cam w\ me back to my apt to see what we could work out............ Rahcel.... wrote me a letter that morning responding to my dad's quesiton to her.

WE told her.... that when we orginally signed onto the apt it was for 2 ppl..... but now 3 were living there. And rachel needed to make a decision... about which roommate she would rather live with... Me or Mitch

Guess who she picked

So friday day she wrote me and email saying that she wanted mitch. And that Mitch had already moved his stuff in ( i left for work at 8... this email was at 10:30) and that if i watned to i could  stay with THEM for the weekend, but mitch was signing the lease on monday......... .i was like... i can stay with YOU?!?!?!?!? umm....excuse me.... have your forgotten...THIS IS MY FUCKING APT!!!!!

so.............. i had my firneds over firday nite and we did an "emeergency move out" i got almost everything out of there..... i am sick of the lies... deception... stabbing me in the back......disrespect.... but w\e. They are gonna fall on their faces and i won't be there... fuck them

so.........yeah...........i'm in just a huny dory mood. I had to move back in w\ my paretns.... well.....really.... i amjust using the couch until i can find  a place of my own. there is no room for me there  i don't know what it is about me.... no one wants to live with me... and i am a nice roommmate too!!! my paretns don't want me and becaseu i don't have a penis my roommate doesn't want me either..

i signed the offcial ppwk this morning... they are on their own. Oh... and the last thing that i can do to say " Fuck you".... i have the eletrcity in my name oh...thats right............i am turning the power off  *6*  can't you see my devilish smile now ?

ok......bakc to work... gonna work my ass off allllllllllllllllllllllll this week. Lucky for Ryland Homes :)

~A~

So.... yeah... totally forgot about the whole " knock on wood". Mitch's brother was visiting from NY, and a bunch of the brother's friends were coming to stay over at his house until he leave again for good this Sunday... So naturally Mitch's paretns gave them Mitch's bedroom.

That puts mitch out of house and home......................again.......................so guess where he just HAD to stay.....

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thats right............ my apt...............AGAIN!!! are you sensing a pattern here?

so, i love Mitch and all...he is a great friend ........don't get me wrong, i love hanging out with him, but he is over at my house every Fucking day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean FOR CRYING IN THE RIVER MITCH.... GO HOME!!!!!

But, no.........alas..........since he and my roommate are engaged now ( it's offical... he gave her the diamond and everything) he won't fucking go home!!!! AAAAHHHH!!! I don't ever gett o relax anymore. and since he bought that awsome tv, and system.......which i love and adore.... he has bascially taken over my house. H invites ppl over w\out telling us ( and he did it on a monday nite... worse nite EVER.... Rach even knows that)

Then.... i talked to hima nd rach on Tuesday, b\c i just couldn't hold it in any longer.. i wanted my privacy and my house back... so i asked Mitch when he would be going home ( mind you...this is tuesday and i am major P.O) and he says... "Davids friends leave on Satruday morning". I was like........dude...........that is to far away. I would really appretiate it if you stayed somewhere else for the rest of the week...... i jsut really need a break...blah blah blah. So..........thinking that he and Rach understood....i thought nothing more of it.

THEN....... wednesday nite.... Lonnie comes over.... b\c i wanted to talk to him..... and i jump in the shower..and when i come out... MITCH IS THERE!!!! And i am thinking... do you have a FUCKING HEARING PROBLEM!! b\c we had talked about him not being there at ALL when i am there for a couple weeks... not hangin out or anything.... but NOOOO.... obviously this is to simply a concept for him to grasp!!!

so........ we go outside to talk. and he says " Well, Rachel lives here too, and she wants me and i want to stay here. it is just easier b\c it is on my way home from work. rachel said it would be ok for me to stay the rest of the week b\c it is just easier."

Rach and i had talked earlier that day, and she said to ME that she didn't really care either way, if Mitch stayed or didn't, but she did ask if he could stay the nite on friday b\c he was going with her to her doc about in League City.. i said that was fine.

Well, after Mitch said that i told Mitch " Look Mitch, I have let you stay over here lots. your are at my house 85% of the time... your here more than i am. you have been here.... more than you have been in your own house. You and rach sleep in the same bed when your over here... fine... your choice... i don't like it... i have said somethingl.... but it's your choice. There is nothing i can do about that. There have been several times tha i have asked for you to just sleep in your own house, but you didn't. I can't force you not to stay the nite, i am asking for you and rachel to just show me a little respect and to respect my feelings, and do this for me. I need this mitch. i am super stressed out and i would really like to relax when i come home from work.  This is the last timme i am asking.... Mitch, please, i know if i talk to the guys they would be more than willing to let you stay a couple nites. I am putting my foot down Mitch, and i ask that you and Rachel respect me and do this for me. If you decide not to.... fine... i won't say anymore for the rest of the week on the matter."

Mitch was pretty pissed off too.... he didn't show it as much as normal ppl do.... but Mitch has never been normal. When i came home after lonnie and i went and talked... it was midnite.... and Mitch was watching a movie w\ Rach.... he was still there nad i have no idea if he actually went home or not. I d0on't know if Rach is mad at me... or talking to me... i have no idea. i am afraid to go home tonight

i am jsut sick of them walking all over me. I make a simply request, and they seemed like they understood where i was coming from,................ but they still would do as they wish, w\ no regards to how i felt about it. I hate to sound selfish, and i really don't think i am being that selfish,,,,,,,,, but maybe i am...... i don't know.  They are just not being thoughtful and they are constantly trying to make things more accomodating for them... screw everyone else...... *sigh* ok.......i vented.......i feel better......sorta.............

~A~

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I'm not doing to bad right now. Mitch just got us all kinds of cool stuff... he happend to wish some cash in the lottery... so we have a new TV, and that makes me VERY happy :) Plus now we have lots of food in our house... again..more happiness!! 2 weeks ago... everythin had just gone to shit. i actually went all week, up here at work... w\out food. i had no money. i really couldn't afford my tript o Cali, but it was worth it. I had an awsome time and i came back feeling refressed and revitalized. then everything went MAJOR down hill.... but hings are looking a little more up now

 my b-day is in26 days!!! not that i am counting ( Aug 5th for those of you that don't know)

I can't belive i am going to be 20.... it's just crazy... i feel....  like old. b\c i am not longer going to be a teen, and i am just gonna have that much more responsability......... and that is just SOOO exciting * rolls eyes*

ne how... this is me actually going back to work..................................... *stares at screen thinking of more things to write* ....................................

hey hey.. listen ........don't judge......... at least i am not sleeping............

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huh? oh......*rubs eyes* i'm up i'm up!!!.... ok... y'all peeps take care and remember.... the only thing you can never truly get back is memories... so make as many as you can... casue when all is said and done... it's all you have. Make the most of every situation!!

Carpe Diem!!

~A~